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I did not expected it. Why, after 1 week, i am still asking myself.

Should i be happy or sad?

I accepted it but afraid more disappointment. What am i hoping for?

Accept = problems will be there again. Am i hiding from the problem?

How prepared is the person? I really want to know.

In the end = Wait....

P/S: but at least i can feel that i am closer after the trip. Thank You.